lets see if this works!

ok so here’s what happened. I’ve been vibe coding for like a year. I have a captioning tool that’s 70% done. a game. a blog system. all of them “almost there.” none of them shipped. so I made myself a little system. one project at a time. everything else is dormant. write it down. actually write it down. and it worked. I shipped a zine in one day that had been sitting untouched for weeks. ...

asking myself this as I read about a man named Lish. Gordon Lish. Editor of Raymond Carver. Friend of Don Delillio. I learned about him as a quick aside mentioned here in this YT video on White Noise which sent me googling and found me here at this ’expose’ in the nytimes in 1998 about how Lish edited Carver’s early works quite a lot, it seemed, and perhaps enough to say that he was the guy who wrote them? ...

I just came up with this in my last post - testing your email provider to make sure emails send good and I gotta say, i like it. Basically its a way of adding stuff that GPT said without having to rewrite it in my voice or have it be that weird amalgamation between the two. Feels like a big unlock honestly.

the feeling The feeling was stepping out of my back office, hearing a baby wailing, and realizing that that baby was not our baby — it was a neighbor’s baby. That someone else was dealing with this bullshit. Not because I want other people to deal with it, but simply because I don’t want to deal with it. And even that’s not true. It’s more that I’m just glad to be in a world where I’m not the only one who feels that. ...

I hate that terminology but it isn’t wrong. Explore mode is when you just wanna rummage around your ideas and everything is great and possible and expansive. Divergence is another term for it. This leads to that which leads to those and so on. But eventually one must say ’enough’ and stop. One must converge. Take what is there and do something with it. Package it for the marketplace? Create something worth consuming? Something that has a point? ...

How I’m Testing My New Email Provider (Loops) So here’s what I did. 1. First Stop: Mail-Tester I went to mail-tester.com, grabbed the weird little temporary email address they gave me, added it to my Loops list, and sent my email. Score came back great. 9.5/10. Huge win. 2. Then I Tried My Personal Gmail I added my own personal email to the Loops list because I wanted to see where it actually lands in a real inbox. ...

so simple, so good.

there’s a difference! Because this blog right now is still an infant, and literally I think only three people have ever even been given the link, I am able to be much more sensitive to the shifting experience of writing it as more people become aware of it. for example: i shared it with Michael Dean last week (Michael if you’re reading this, which you probably are cuz i’ll probably send it to you, hi!). ...

this is, strangely, a huge deal. or not strangely, but just interestingly given how common of a thing that is. everyone is posting onto youtube all the time. and yet for me it felt impossible. until now (dramatic) i decided to run an experiment this morning at about 530am - could i record and publish a video in 30 min. ...